Beware of bills thoughts ^:^
Lust love & Levitation Well, here I am creating my own memoir of my life. I’m tired, employed and single, probably the top worst things to be. Well I guess it could be worse. To live in a city I don't know if there is a place here to exist in a way that won’t change the core of who I am. Or maybe it is the core of who I am? I’ve been played by men and hell even life itself but somehow I maintain a cynical optimism. Yes I am a walking contradiction but is that why you’re reading this. I wanna find love just like a hopeful main character in a rom-com but is that too far-fetched nowadays? 2024 dating is as quick as speed of light, everyone has ADHD or simply just gets bored too fast. Whatever the case may be, I need stability. But somehow I don't think I’d be able to handle it at this point. I'm so far gone into a nonchalant paradigm because of my past, I may be emotionally unavailable I fear. But HEY, I’m gonna try this whole dating and finding love thing out. My plan...